I have had a great life! I have had amazing opportunites and experienced some incredible things! I’ve traveled to Austria, the Czech Republic, Germany, England, Italy, and Brazil. I spent last summer living in Brooklyn, NY doing inner city ministry! Many of these opportunites have been made possible by my wonderful parents (if you read my post about my car, you can be happy to know that it is because of my parents I have my car back to drive). I am now a student at Metro State College and again because of my parents, I am set up to graduate pretty much debt free! They have done such an incredible job setting me up to be on top of the world when I graduate. Part of the whole graduating debt free thing means that I live at home right now. Really I have it pretty good, my room is in the basement so I have my space to get away and there is always free food. I know that I am totally and incredibly blessed that my parents are even willing to let me live with them for free. Pretty much my parents rock!
Where does the blues part come in, you are asking? Well I am really starting to crave that independence I had when I was in NY. Financialy right now, yeah rember the car situation, I have no money. Moving out is not looking like a possiblity. It is all about choices really. I know over my life I have defently had lots of money that has flowed through, but I have spent it. Like I said I’ve done a lot of cool things. I don’t really regret anything that I’ve done. So far my life as been amazing and I am not planing on it to stop anytime soon.
So what do I do now? Clearly I am not moving out and I won’t be for a while probably. I guess I embrace the blessings I have now and wait for God’s timing on the other stuff (thanks for the advice, you know who you are). Yes, it is easier said than done, but if you can’t embrace the now and always look to the future, there is a lot of amazing things in life you are going to miss out on. So live in today and embrace the now, let God take care of the rest. Trust me, He isn’t going to let you down. : )
